Let's try this again! It has been quite a year for me. I have always been "tough". Or so I thought. I truly am happy making others happy. But I found out that I gave myself away and lost who I was by trying to do the right thing, or the best thing for everyone else. Which was really just away for me to ignore what I thought or felt. I've learned that all my years of being a shoulder for everyone else, trying to be "tough" I just buried all my own issues. I know it sounds so stereo typical. But it was true for me, and I have had to face my past, things I thought didn't bother me anymore. Now I am truly trying to work on myself, be happy with me. Easier said then done. But I am going to try. That said, I have gained my weight back and am going to really try hard to become a healthier me... I've have joined some friends at work and we are doing biggest loser. Hopefully that will be a kick start for me.
So now, according to my scale at home, I am back up to 238, I will weigh in on Monday's and try and keep you posted. Wish me luck AGAIN!
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5 years ago
Good luck Dee! Biggest Looser sounds like SO much fun. Can't wait to hear the details. Love you!
ReplyDeleteGood luck lady, you can do it and I think it is great you are doing something for yourself! It is hard to put ourselves first when we have so many people we love in our lives that we want to make happy. Happy Weight loss :)
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Good luck Dee...I know this year has been hard for you and for all of us. I want you to know that we love you and are truly blessed to have you as a daughter-in-law. I wish you much success in your weight loss goal. You need to be happy with yourself before you can be happy with others. You and Chris have come a long way this past year and I am so proud of you. Best of luck...and.....when do I get a ride in your new car.
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