Easier Said Then Done

Let's try this again! It has been quite a year for me. I have always been "tough". Or so I thought. I truly am happy making others happy. But I found out that I gave myself away and lost who I was by trying to do the right thing, or the best thing for everyone else. Which was really just away for me to ignore what I thought or felt. I've learned that all my years of being a shoulder for everyone else, trying to be "tough" I just buried all my own issues. I know it sounds so stereo typical. But it was true for me, and I have had to face my past, things I thought didn't bother me anymore. Now I am truly trying to work on myself, be happy with me. Easier said then done. But I am going to try. That said, I have gained my weight back and am going to really try hard to become a healthier me... I've have joined some friends at work and we are doing biggest loser. Hopefully that will be a kick start for me.
So now, according to my scale at home, I am back up to 238, I will weigh in on Monday's and try and keep you posted. Wish me luck AGAIN!